Replying to
cat, who said...
I thought about this question on Thursday after one client almost made me cry and the next client was sugar sweet to me but both were equally demanding and wouldn't budge on how they wanted it done and I thought, why in the hell am I doing this? Why do I let it all bother me? None of it really matters. I'm doing it because I haven't yet figured out how to get paid to bike tour. Because the people I meet amaze me. Because despite the monotony every day is a second chance. Because I learn about myself in ways I'm not forced to otherwise. Because I love a little rosy flush in my cheeks after cruising down 5th ave to Summit Law (well, before they put in those stupid new traffic light sequences that ruined my favorite drop in town). Because messengering saved me from a far worse fate. I'm scared. I'm scared I'll want to do this forever. That's my answer today. Today is my Saturday.